teenage lust.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:07:18 GMT

EEHHHHHH there is only one day of summer left!!!! It's like your ready to go back to school but not ready to give up your summer.
ive got
1-2 Print Lab at BHS
3 English 12 with Mrs Spenser
4 Lunch
6 Money Managment with Carter
7 Goverment with Bartalotta
8 Spanish 2 with Sturm

anyone have anything with me?

Someone help me how do i get to the class at BHS???

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:01:37 GMT

So I swore i saw an octopus on the side of the road when I was driving. It turned out to be an industrial size bag of hamburger bums and scattered oranges.
My dog fell on my sisters cd player and broke it. I though it was pretty halarious frankly. Cait doesn't know yet.

I have a new favorite song. Paul Simmon - Me and Julio down by the school yard.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 02:11:38 GMT

ohh migrane.
geez

home is were the heart is.

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 01:27:30 GMT

Well. I am home.But if that saying 'home is were the heart is' then right now I'm streached across a few contonits. I am extrealy homesick :(. I miss everything about Sydney. The people, places, the smell, the atmosphere, everything. It has been a BIG ajustment.Coming from Sydney to Crecent were I have to drive 10 minutes to get to a bodgy grocry store and the nearist servo is aprox 5 miles away.

I am craving a good dose of you kids at home like crazy. You have no idea. I can't even begin to describe how much I am dieing to see everyone.Seriously.

Things are starting to look up here though. I have seen most of my freinds now wich was WONDERFUl. Some of them have become people I don't know though:(. Luckily most of them are still as wondeful as I last recalled.

I saw Evan again! It was last night. And it was wondeful, just splended. He is seriously so wonderful. He is just so kind and careing and really brings out the best side of me. It is soo hard for me to be cranky around him even if I want to. It is really looking like we're going to make it. Buttaflys as Nester would say ahhh.
his be evand: i love you too casey
this be evand: with everything
this be evand: thats why i was soo nervous
this be evand: because i truely love you casey
this be evand: and i didnt wanna mess anything up'
this be evand: that was one night with you
this be evand: and everything felt right
this be evand: so after time
this be evand: everything will be patched up again haha

This is love.

Oh I got my lisence! Yes somehow the girl who runs into walls passed her driving test. I even managed to parellee park amazingly as I only learnd two days before my test. And I got a new camera mobile! The number is area code (912) 270 0793. Make it ring and do a dance! And today I got a job. A very good job for someone my age too.I am now a recptionist on the Emrald Princess Casino Cruse Ship. I had my interveiw today and I got a call soon afterwords with hours for next week. It's very exciting.

Well who ever is reading this besides the lj stalker Slinky(<3) is probally bored by now and Evan is talking to me so totaloo.

shes a star

Sun, 29 May 2005 09:23:24 GMT

This is my daughter.She is a super star. And the dirtyist greek girl I've ever met. I love her so.

fuck yeah!

Sat, 28 May 2005 09:38:35 GMT

ALIKI AND WHO GO OUT! I am sooo fucking happy right now! Two of my best freinds are an ideam! Fuck yeah! Ahhh i can't explain how happy I am right now! I know it's not like anyone asked me out but still these are two of my best freinds. They are two of the coolest kids. And yes Slinky this was what the whole thing was about.
Sorry i didn't tell you love but I swore to Who that i wouldn't tell anyone.

I'm over the moon right now.

and she cut my hair

Fri, 27 May 2005 00:17:15 GMT

Hummm let's see. Right not its around 10 AM and im sitting at home in my pajamas on a friday. No school for me today! Yah! I'm not going to school beocuse yesterday in english i got a fucking bad migrane. Things started spinning it was weird. Who was telling me he was making the table move hahha. So Madd got really concerned becosue i was seeing more steps than was there when i tryed to walk on them and wasn't doing to hot so she brought me home to make sure i was ok. Such a good freind! I love that girl.I really do she is wonderful.

Oh there has been a revelation. its "UP YOURS AND THE HOLY TRINITIES!" Slinky will know what im talking about.heheh.

So few days left. Im counting the days now. The weeks will wither away before my very eyes.

I really miss Emili talking to me. I don't understand how she can just stop talking to me all together. It really hurts. I know she doesn't mean to becouse shes busy, but we have been like sisters since year 5. Whatever.

Oh Shit another migrane is coming! I hate them becouse codine makes my head spin even more. Arg.

I had a very weird dream last night. Very odd....

ohh fuck!

Mon, 23 May 2005 10:59:08 GMT

I just found out the best news in ages. But im sworn to secarcy!OHHH FUCCKK! I want to just scream it to the world but i can't becouse people who read this know the people. ARG
I swear i am on the highest happy high right now!!! I couldnt be happyer if this achually aplied to me.

Ok the new cut has now been described as, from the future, 1940's, securtary, Molly Ringwald (im sure your impressed Jen) and Sammy told me i look like Renne' Zelwigger.
Im so happy I am all of this. justjoshingyou.

Less than 40 days. Are you excited yet?

no reason why you cant

Sun, 22 May 2005 10:09:29 GMT

Things have been pretty good. Not a lot has happened. Well some stuff has but i don't want to post it here. I didn't win the beautiful boots.Oh well lots of feet in the world theres bound to be more than one amazing pair of boots out there.

Evan broke a promise to speak this weekend, yet again. Shocking? Nope not at all he did the same thing last weekend. He realy needs to watch were he's stepping. Aparently he has been an ass to Sussanah,Rene,and Rose again. I really hope he knows that if he does this bullshit when i come home its over. I may love him but i won't put up with this bullshit when i come home thats for sure.I apologize to everyone hes been an ass to. Im sick of him breaking every promise.

I got a hair cut. It's a lot shorter. Not to sure how to describe it myself but Aliki said I look like im from the future in a movie and i need a silver turtal neck and a lazer gun. And the more i think about it the more i agree. Its ether soccer mum or artsy. Im indecicive of wich, but its ok i like it i recon.

I have the dancing hobo on film now! Such excitment! Then we had a long conversation for like an hour. He was very nice, very odd.

Its been a good weekend.shhhh.

sore feet

Thu, 19 May 2005 10:19:44 GMT

These extreamly wonderful boots will be mine in about 2 days and 12 hours if no one out bids me on EBay. i adore them. They are Tony Lama orginials. Whatever that means.
im a consumer whore

This is for you kids at home. This is the lovely dahling Madd. She is pulling a Japanise tourist wave at the camera. But in reality i was atacking her with the camera as Jeremy freindlyish stalked her yet again. I love this kido.

With the lovely help of Madd last Satruday night this was acomplished. Everyone needs a bagel on there walls. Infact it says.
'I am a bagel. And in being a bagel i am there for a bagel.Bagel Bagel Bagel....MMMMM......'

Its been a groovy day. Madd and i blew off last period and hung out. Met loren and her freind Jordy.Loren Carter is one amazing creature. And her freind was nice too. Slem beat Frenchi with my art diary. That had to my art diarys best work yet. I swear it was great to see someone dish out some shit to him. I have never so stongly disliked anyone in my life. Deb comes home tonight.
Im trying to tape Er for her but sam isnt cowaperating.
My feet are very sore. i walked home from work in a very very bad pair of shoes. But not one 438 passed me. Does that make me better than public transport? Yeah of course.....

blah blah balh

Sun, 15 May 2005 11:58:49 GMT

i really love these pics.
top is evan and i. last year at glynn. what a day what times we had.
he holds my heart so high.
the bottom one is my goofball sister.she is wondrful. so amazing. im enviouse of her..

im dieing the tips of my hair blue with fudge so it washes out.

altered a lot of my cloths today.

deb is gone for like 4 days.

im so excited about next weekend with who mike and aliki.

only like 6 weeks left. are you excited kids?

BAGEL

Sat, 14 May 2005 13:35:08 GMT

i just painted a giant bagel man on my wall. hes wonderful! and besides mr bagel it says ' I AM A BAGEL AND THEREFORE AS A BAGEL I AM A BAGEL. BAGEL BAGEL BAGEL....MMMMM....' how wonderful. you get great creations when Madd and Caso think together.

i droped geomatry officaly. and im so fucking happy about it.

last night was fun.

Maddie and i have had such a fun weekend.. so wonderful!

Evan and i are talking wich makes me very happy.

Id write more but im so tierd.
goodnightandsweetdreamssweetlove

failure

Sun, 08 May 2005 12:29:51 GMT

once again ive failed terribly.
i hate geomatry.
ive let my Mum down again....
all i seem to do is be an idoit at school.
so upset.
i really need to talk to evan.
do you know how it feels to fail at the things you try hardest at?

its all that ive got

Sun, 08 May 2005 06:16:35 GMT

its been a while.

a lot of stuff has happened. a lot that you may not bat an eyelash at. a lot your jaw would drop at.

my Mum really seems to want to see me with Whit. shes always pressureing me about how i should see him as more than a freind. cant she just acept the fact im happy just how i am.
i love whit i really do. hes my best freind and better half in a a lot of ways. he loves me like no one ever has. what a boy he is.

but im still so in love with Evan and today my Mum asked me about that too. she keeps saying how ive changed and will i still want to be with him. she doesnt like him i dont think. i dont care.
Nester told me the best thing today over AIM
lets blow sparks: he said
lets blow sparks: "oh oh i love her so" and i said "who??? What??!" and he said "you know."

it brought a smile to my face.
school has been insane. i need to update this thing but im not in the mood.
oh yeah thanks to Poodle and Who i have a new nick name its Clown Eyes.

i rember ever glance you shot me.

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 13:33:08 GMT

well that last entry was cut off by the end of class bell. woops.

that was friday. friday arvo Madd and i came around to my place grabed my stuff and headed to her house. i was spending the night. it was great fun! i love Grandma, & the girls. both Jenns and Abs were really nice. i really liked Abs a lot she was just wonderful!! we rented some movies and hung out. have you seen American Beauty? well you should. asap!
woke up this morning and went down King St then to Ashfeild. i bought a cd player that doesnt work. ohh well.

Evan's grandma died in her sleep last night :( thats all he needs. poor boy. but hes still a compleate asshole how he treats people.

i need to finish up my skirt for textiles.

astetic

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 02:01:24 GMT

well its been a while. im sitting here in the library becouse my english teacher isnt here. yah!
so yeah. whats new humm??
lets see. Slem may be able to get Madd and i two tickets to the sold out Used concert for 50 bucks and a choclet cake. im excited!! i think he can do it hes a smart fellow.

Loren eats chiwawwas. she had one last night!

Who Else and i are Huffells. and
the end the bell rang

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 13:33:15 GMT

i just spoke to Rosie on the phone. that made me OOO SOOO HAPPY. more than you. yes becoue i know.

school tomarrow. someone save me.

more people have figured out my due date home. grrr;)

made some anti war shirt tonight.

my Mum is considering letting me stay here after i come home for 6 months.
im going to Spain in August.

im going to bed.
<33

jimmy jazzzzz

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 13:22:27 GMT

im pleased to inform you all that its offical i would eat a goldfish flavored lollie pop if its all i had to survie! yess yess its true it was audio video recorded yesterday around 2 45 in the park on the swings. Jenn and i are some awsome film makers! yes we are. Ash you would really love these videos were watching them when i get home!

had pizza with Slinky,Batman,Superman,Ella & Who last night. great fun. they came over minus Slinky afterwords. Who was amazed by my house. Ella fucked my Cuban flag Batman scrame and jumped around Superman told me to cut down on sex. Deb called said to stash our drugs before she got home.She came home and howled like a GOST into my room were we were all conversing. i think Who was a bit dumbstruck by it. Batman & Ella just kept talking like it was normal. Superman pointed and scrame back. Great fun in my house.

i got another abusive email from Joey Scawgings. fucking hell doesnt he get it that the last two years ive told him everyday i wont go out with him and agruing to keep me talking to him isnt helping him ether. the whole email was how i was sooo close minded becouse america is awsome (BULLSHIT!!!) and how im an american pig whos ruining the world. then he cloths by going on about how im beautiful and shit. who insults you then is like lets have sex?? geez

Aliki is joing me tomarrow to go work out for an hour then do yoga for an hour then into the sauna we go!
im excited.

i come home soo soon. excitment & sadness. but Fran is letting me ride shootgun and giving me a tour oh yes!
LESS THAN 69 DAYS.

Who is really wasted right now.

the peace rally was really good. im disapointed in those who didnt come. :(

tata

frog

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 00:58:26 GMT

just for your genrall knowlage. when i was 5 and my sister potatoes was 4 and pajamas was takeing us to pre school and kindi my sister and i had a heated debate of a life time! it was over kermit the frog. she said he was a puppet and i said he was an amphibian.
who do you think was right humm??
me duh!!!
what a freak of a 5 year old.

ill never treat you grewl as long as ive got you around

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 13:36:22 GMT

yeahh yeahh yeahh blah blah blah all of the above.
and if there going to make a fuss about the two of us then ill move to Cuba with him! so there!

i got taken on my surpize whatever it was. i meet Harry at the QVB half an hour late and we took a really uberly long walk to Cirqular Quay and got a fairy to Manely. when we got to Manely i figured out the whole reason we were in Manely was to get icecream. cute sweet and bizzar. so we got some icecream. harry almost got us killed crossing the road. we sat on the sea wall watching people in the surf and talking. took a long walk on the beach. started to walk back to the warf. i helped out some old lady i saw struggeling. Harry started going on about how i save the world and nonsince.we got on a fairy back to the other warf over the harbor at sunset. veryy nice.
people keep saying it was a date i dont know....

im at the point of not caring about it i leave is like 75 days or something and ill be with Evan again. score.

today
- woke up talked to Evan about :stuff:. oh yes.
- Pajamas called. chatted to her and my sister. i gusse dad was elsewear
- went shopping for a new sports bra for the gym
- hung out with Serz!
- got orgasmicly good smelling shampoo.
- went to the gym.
- ran a k and a half.
- pilaties for an hour
- rode the bike 4 k's
- stair machine 5 levals
- walked a k and a half to cool down.
- came home to gumphead and dodo
- did geomatry
- picked out songs for a cd for Ash.
- sitting here thinking...

is anyone achually going to school today on 4/20???
POTHEADS.Evan will smoke. i know.

PEACE RALLY TOMARROW NIGHT LEIGHHEART TOWNHALL 7 PM. BE THERE!!!

Deb is makeing me have a party before i leave. probally just a day time thing in the park. wanna come?

sweet dreams

i love them

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 01:33:21 GMT

whit and brad are my lovers
Whit Stone88 (11:18:11 AM): you are so beautiful did you know that
killyou13519 (11:23:54 AM): casey i didn thave time to tell you this morning
killyou13519 (11:23:54 AM): but
killyou13519 (11:23:57 AM): your pictures are fuckin hot
killyou13519 (11:24:41 AM): dude i was like flirting with them
picklepossem (11:24:52 AM): lol you were doing what?
killyou13519 (11:25:05 AM): i was flirting witht hem
killyou13519 (11:25:07 AM): cause their hot

lol i love them and was so happy becouse there my best guy freinds in the whole fucking world except for gray of course.

i miss them terribly.

harry just called he wants me to come out today. but he wont tell me were were going its a surpize aparently.

im excited!

you cant fly in here.

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 11:03:52 GMT

i was just speaking about my mum and i really miss her. shes a really strong feminist who taught me that individuality is more important than being "it". she taught me to think for myself and that im just as good as anyone else regardless of sex, sexual preferace, religion, or ethnic background. she always made me work for anything i wanted and taught me how to fight the system if its fucked. shes truly amazing. my dad is just well kinda fucked in a way. i love him but everytime we talk its always the same its yeah hey how are you blah blah blah fuckkkkkkk.

im talking to amy right now and it so good to speak to someone who feels the same about issues as i do.finnaly! that god!

had a geomatry test today. 33 out of 50. pretty good from the girl who passed algebra by 2 points.

evan and i are doing realy well again. he got online today and was just like i love you. and im so sorry about what clay said i could never be with anyone but you. hes a sweety. i cant wait to hear him say it in person again. im getting excited about coming home. but im realy not sure how ill cope with some things.

last night i had the scareist dream ever i swear! i woke up almost in tears i was so scared.
i told evan and he said he wishes he was there to make me feel better. yeapp ok buddy you do that.pfft. i love him but hes a sappy boy.

went to the gym today. it was great fun.

aliki is convinced im a "charmer". shes a funny girl but i love her so. a ray of sunshine.

noooooonooo

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 11:59:11 GMT

ohhhh im having withdrawls from him once again. geez hes intoxicating.
i got to talk to Ash for like 5 minutes today wich made my day!!!

Sooz and i went shopping today. spent to much money. got a fucking awsome Astro Boy wallet and some eye shadow and teeth whittener. i dont really need the last one just wanted it.
came home. great fun.

made a heap of new pics for my myspace. add me if you dont have me but check out the pics. i discovered photo shop and acording to Rose this is how they are.

Electro Eskimo (9:45:40 PM): i know. eff
Electro Eskimo (9:45:47 PM): but i love your pictuires, caso. they are drugged out

if you say so! but then again she is also like this.

Electro Eskimo (9:51:26 PM): i love spinach it is soooo tasty.

who knows?

its been a good day other than missing him more than ever.

im probally going to Paris or Ampsterdam for a week or so sometime after i get home.
gusse what kids less than 80 days!im so excited but scarced!
everything at home has become so violent.
brad getting in a fight geez. if you have details please tell me.

i saw the perfect locket at Broadway. it was silver and on the front it was all wooh with a black stone. matches my ring. maby ill get it.

come on and let it show.

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 11:56:59 GMT

i just got in from an amazing night out with Harry and Aliki. i always have an amazing time with Aliki. but Harry is still just breathtakeing. truly.

Day too Day.

In this place,
Souls lay derelect from hope
like dead marshgrass people killed....
In this place,
No one knows day from night,wrong from right..
In this place,
Ash asends to the stars searching for light.
Fire won't burn burn from theres no fuel to kindle.
People wander around lost on a lonly cloud 9.
In this place,
The moon never sets while the sun always shines.
A childs dream will live forever when the drive evaporates.
In this place,
Words stick like glue right to heart.
Truth can be found in the wispering wind.
In this place,
We call life what we make it.
-Quinn.

you will never find out.

school holls finnaly.

are we at the fair in year 9 again.,

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 12:22:57 GMT

that was a really fun time i rember blattenly in my mind.
lol emilis grandpa made us walk from dairy queen becouse i said i wanted to be a boyscout and he told me i couldnt pee behind a tree. lol aparently im not alowed to want to be a boyscout lol.
gawd i miss that girl so fucking much. emili kay henderson is my savior. she has been by my side for the last 5 years and anyone who knows her and i together knows its caose.what encounters we have had lol.
oh i love her so much shes the best. that is why i married her back in year 8 anyways. and she got a wonderful tinfoil ring. i was just thinking about the times we had on saturday night becouse aliki and i were lounging lissening to afi in my room with the insence lit with no paticular goal but to live and be young. it was great.

evan and i are doing splended again. well for now that is. we had a big heart to heart over the weekend and no matter how much he hurts me and how long we dont talk we always are back together in the end. love is funny. love is my adiction and biggest fear.

i come home pretty soon. im kinda nervouse. but kinda dont care. kinda dont realy want to. kind acuriouse. and mainly not going to know how to function with out these kids here.

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY ASHTION BRADLY AND ADRIAN THE MARDI GRAS GIRL.
ash just so you know i tryed to call you a gazillion times to wish it to you ill get though i swear!

i miss our spots we'd have at home. the pavilian at the peir. christians house. emili and i had the boat ramp in crescent. my dock. the table outside macers. genrally the sidewalk.
i want another.

i love you.